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This hate eats me alive. I know they all wait for me to die. I wait for that too. I want to die. Do you hear me, you bitches? I know you want to laugh on my grave, saying I'm such a loser, manipulator and liar. I know what are you thinking of. I know everything, you stupid assholes.

You try to be something cool and great, but you're only ugly piece of shit on the street, thinking laughing and hating on someone makes you better, trynna play on victim because you can't do any shit in your life, you failed school, don't want to work and will jork your stupid dick in your messy bedroom and smell like a shit.

You fucking made me hate myself, deep in my soul, deep in my heart. And you still yet hate me, hate me more and more. Gratulations, you did it what you wanted to do.

I'm rotting on my bed, because I can't function as sober person, I need drugs in my system. I feel like a smashed zombie potatoe who lost its spark. Because I've lost my spark. I don't have any hope for anything anymore. World suffers from global warming, wars and economy crisis. I've never asked to be born in this world, yet I was born. And yet I found some hope when I was smaller. And now I do not have this hope.

I want to die. And you know I want to die. So don't act surprised why I want to do that. Don't try to stop me. You don't care. You won't care. You NEVER cared. If you did, you wouldn't hate me, spread that hate so others can hate me too, don't you think so? And don't act like a hurt little kiddo, you know. YOU FUCKING KNOW. AND LET ME SPEAK. FUCKING SPEAK. WITHOUT KNOWING I WILL BE HATED FOR THAT. YOU SON OF A BITCH.

IF YOU CAN HATE ME, THEN I CAN HATE YOU TOO.